With Noirvember in the bag I set out on a silly little endeavor entitled DE[ATH]CEMBER BLUES to correspond with my seasonal depression and eschew viewing convention when it comes to an otherwise warm and fuzzy winter month meant for family, friends, ugly sweaters and tiresome holiday classics. Another largely if not entirely successful go at a monthly project – I only viewed 25 of the 31 films I’d initially programmed for myself – and it actually received some positive engagement from the LB community, thankfully. Huge thanks to those people and the spare few that actually continue to read my monthly posts. It’s an honor.
NOTE: Best of 2021 entry coming soon! Just playing catch-up. In the meantime, feel free to check out my 2021 page for links to reviews for all of the 2021 releases I’ve seen thus far, and click here for my updated ranked list over on Letterboxd.
Trapped in the grasp of outdated propriety and societal flux. 18 years on and Reiko’s still tethered to the memory of her late husband as an ever-obliging helping hand to her in-laws, trying in vain to convince everyone through action that she’s lived her life the way she’s wanted (or previously expected) to as they firmly insist she’s wasted it, given how times have changed as mom-and-pop stores also go the way of the dodo and supermarkets rush in. The way Koji’s love isn’t explicitly unrequited, just suppressed in favor of Reiko’s perpetual commitment to and self-sacrifice for the greater good of a family that’s done infinitely less for her than she’s done for them which produces just the right brand of heartrending woe, and how everything culminates certainly doesn’t make things any easier to digest. A reciprocated titular feeling kept under wraps for fear of backlash that’ll never surface butting heads with the ever-changing present.